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The sunrays    seemed to fall violently upon the calm sea--seemed to shatter themselves    upon an adamantine surface into sparkling dust, into a dazzling vapor    of light that blinded the eye and wearied the brain with its unsteady    brightness.</p>    <p>Captain Whalley did not look at it. When his Serang, approaching the    roomy cane arm-chair which he filled capably, had informed him in a low    voice that the course was to be altered, he had risen at once and had    remained on his feet, face forward, while the head of his ship swung    through a quarter of a circle. He had not uttered a single word, not    even the word to steady the helm. It was the Serang, an elderly, alert,    little Malay, with a very dark skin, who murmured the order to the    helmsman. And then slowly Captain Whalley sat down again in the    arm-chair on the bridge and fixed his eyes on the deck between his feet.</p>    <p>He could not hope to see anything new upon this lane of the sea. He had    been on these coasts for the last three years. From Low Cape to Malantan    the distance was fifty miles, six hours' steaming for the old ship with    the tide, or seven against. Then you steered straight for the land, and    by-and-by three palms would appear on the sky, tall and slim, and with    their disheveled heads in a bunch, as if in confidential criticism of    the dark mangroves. The Sofala would be headed towards the somber    strip of the coast, which at a given moment, as the ship closed with    it obliquely, would show several clean shining fractures--the brimful    estuary of a river. Then on through a brown liquid, three parts water    and one part black earth, on and on between the low shores, three parts    black earth and one part brackish water, the Sofala would plow her way    up-stream, as she had done once every month for these seven years or    more, long before he was aware of her existence, long before he had ever    thought of having anything to do with her and her invariable voyages.    The old ship ought to have known the road better than her men, who had    not been kept so long at it without a change; better than the faithful    Serang, whom he had brought over from his last ship to keep the    captain's watch; better than he himself, who had been her captain for    the last three years only. She could always be depended upon to make her    courses. Her compasses were never out. She was no trouble at all to    take about, as if her great age had given her knowledge, wisdom, and    steadiness. She made her landfalls to a degree of the bearing, and    almost to a minute of her allowed time. At any moment, as he sat on    the bridge without looking up, or lay sleepless in his bed, simply by    reckoning the days and the hours he could tell where he was--the precise    spot of the beat. He knew it well too, this monotonous huckster's    round, up and down the Straits; he knew its order and its sights and its    people. Malacca to begin with, in at daylight and out at dusk, to cross    over with a rigid phosphorescent wake this highway of the Far East.    Darkness and gleams on the water, clear stars on a black sky, perhaps    the lights of a home steamer keeping her unswerving course in the    middle, or maybe the elusive shadow of a native craft with her mat sails    flitting by silently--and the low land on the other side in sight    at daylight. At noon the three palms of the next place of call, up a    sluggish river. The only white man residing there was a retired young    sailor, with whom he had become friendly in the course of many voyages.    Sixty miles farther on there was another place of call, a deep bay with    only a couple of houses on the beach. And so on, in and out, picking    up coastwise cargo here and there, and finishing with a hundred miles'    steady steaming through the maze of an archipelago of small islands up    to a large native town at the end of the beat. There was a three days'    rest for the old ship before he started her again in inverse order,    seeing the same shores from another bearing, hearing the same voices    in the same places, back again to the Sofala's port of registry on    the great highway to the East, where he would take up a berth nearly    opposite the big stone pile of the harbor office till it was time to    start again on the old round of 1600 miles and thirty days. Not a very    enterprising life, this, for Captain Whalley, Henry Whalley, otherwise    Dare-devil Harry--Whalley of the Condor, a famous clipper in her day.    No. Not a very enterprising life for a man who had served famous firms,    who had sailed famous ships (more than one or two of them his own); who    had made famous passages, had been the pioneer of new routes and new    trades; who had steered across the unsurveyed tracts of the South Seas,    and had seen the sun rise on uncharted islands. Fifty years at sea, and    forty out in the East ("a pretty thorough apprenticeship," he used    to remark smilingly), had made him honorably known to a generation of    shipowners and merchants in all the ports from Bombay clear over to    where the East merges into the West upon the coast of the two Americas.    His fame remained writ, not very large but plain enough, on the    Admiralty charts. Was there not somewhere between Australia and China a    Whalley Island and a Condor Reef? On that dangerous coral formation the    celebrated clipper had hung stranded for three days, her captain and    crew throwing her cargo overboard with one hand and with the other, as    it were, keeping off her a flotilla of savage war-canoes. At that time    neither the island nor the reef had any official existence. Later the    officers of her Majesty's steam vessel Fusilier, dispatched to make a    survey of the route, recognized in the adoption of these two names the    enterprise of the man and the solidity of the ship. Besides, as anyone    who cares may see, the "General Directory," vol. ii. p. 410, begins the    description of the "Malotu or Whalley Passage" with the words: "This    advantageous route, first discovered in 1850 by Captain Whalley in the    ship Condor," &c., and ends by recommending it warmly to sailing vessels    leaving the China ports for the south in the months from December to    April inclusive.</p>    <p>This was the clearest gain he had out of life. Nothing could rob him    of this kind of fame. The piercing of the Isthmus of Suez, like the    breaking of a dam, had let in upon the East a flood of new ships, new    men, new methods of trade. It had changed the face of the Eastern seas    and the very spirit of their life; so that his early experiences meant    nothing whatever to the new generation of seamen.</p>    <p>In those bygone days he had handled many thousands of pounds of his    employers' money and of his own; he had attended faithfully, as by law    a shipmaster is expected to do, to the conflicting interests of owners,    charterers, and underwriters. He had never lost a ship or consented to    a shady transaction; and he had lasted well, outlasting in the end the    conditions that had gone to the making of his name. He had buried his    wife (in the Gulf of Petchili), had married off his daughter to the man    of her unlucky choice, and had lost more than an ample competence in the    crash of the notorious Travancore and Deccan Banking Corporation, whose    downfall had shaken the East like an earthquake. And he was sixty-five    years old.</p>    <h3>Chapter II</h3>    <p>His age sat lightly enough on him; and of his ruin he was not ashamed.    He had not been alone to believe in the stability of the Banking    Corporation. Men whose judgment in matters of finance was as expert as    his seamanship had commended the prudence of his investments, and had    themselves lost much money in the great failure. The only difference    between him and them was that he had lost his all. And yet not his all.    There had remained to him from his lost fortune a very pretty little    bark, Fair Maid, which he had bought to occupy his leisure of a retired    sailor--"to play with," as he expressed it himself.</p>    <p>He had formally declared himself tired of the sea the year preceding his    daughter's marriage. But after the young couple had gone to settle in    Melbourne he found out that he could not make himself happy on shore. He    was too much of a merchant sea-captain for mere yachting to satisfy him.    He wanted the illusion of affairs; and his acquisition of the Fair    Maid preserved the continuity of his life. He introduced her to his    acquaintances in various ports as "my last command." When he grew too    old to be trusted with a ship, he would lay her up and go ashore to be    buried, leaving directions in his will to have the bark towed out and    scuttled decently in deep water on the day of the funeral. His daughter    would not grudge him the satisfaction of knowing that no stranger would    handle his last command after him. With the fortune he was able to leave    her, the value of a 500-ton bark was neither here nor there. All this    would be said with a jocular twinkle in his eye: the vigorous old man    had too much vitality for the sentimentalism of regret; and a little    wistfully withal, because he was at home in life, taking a genuine    pleasure in its feelings and its possessions; in the dignity of his    reputation and his wealth, in his love for his daughter, and in his    satisfaction with the ship--the plaything of his lonely leisure.</p>    <p>He had the cabin arranged in accordance with his simple ideal of comfort    at sea. A big bookcase (he was a great reader) occupied one side of his    stateroom; the portrait of his late wife, a flat bituminous oil-painting    representing the profile and one long black ringlet of a young woman,    faced his bed-place. Three chronometers ticked him to sleep and greeted    him on waking with the tiny competition of their beats. He rose at five    every day. The officer of the morning watch, drinking his early cup    of coffee aft by the wheel, would hear through the wide orifice of the    copper ventilators all the splashings, blowings, and splutterings of    his captain's toilet. These noises would be followed by a sustained    deep murmur of the Lord's Prayer recited in a loud earnest voice. Five    minutes afterwards the head and shoulders of Captain Whalley emerged    out of the companion-hatchway. Invariably he paused for a while on the    stairs, looking all round at the horizon; upwards at the trim of the    sails; inhaling deep draughts of the fresh air. Only then he would step    out on the poop, acknowledging the hand raised to the peak of the cap    with a majestic and benign "Good morning to you." He walked the deck    till eight scrupulously. Sometimes, not above twice a year, he had to    use a thick cudgel-like stick on account of a stiffness in the hip--a    slight touch of rheumatism, he supposed. Otherwise he knew nothing of    the ills of the flesh. At the ringing of the breakfast bell he went    below to feed his canaries, wind up the chronometers, and take the    head of the table. From there he had before his eyes the big carbon    photographs of his daughter, her husband, and two fat-legged babies    --his grandchildren--set in black frames into the maplewood bulkheads    of the cuddy. After breakfast he dusted the glass over these portraits    himself with a cloth, and brushed the oil painting of his wife with a    plumate kept suspended from a small brass hook by the side of the heavy    gold frame. Then with the door of his stateroom shut, he would sit down    on the couch under the portrait to read a chapter out of a thick pocket    Bible--her Bible. But on some days he only sat there for half an hour    with his finger between the leaves and the closed book resting on his    knees. Perhaps he had remembered suddenly how fond of boat-sailing she    used to be.</p>    <p>She had been a real shipmate and a true woman too. It was like an    article of faith with him that there never had been, and never could be,    a brighter, cheerier home anywhere afloat or ashore than his home under    the poop-deck of the Condor, with the big main cabin all white and gold,    garlanded as if for a perpetual festival with an unfading wreath. She    had decorated the center of every panel with a cluster of home flowers.    It took her a twelvemonth to go round the cuddy with this labor of love.    To him it had remained a marvel of painting, the highest achievement of    taste and skill; and as to old Swinburne, his mate, every time he    came down to his meals he stood transfixed with admiration before the    progress of the work. You could almost smell these roses, he declared,    sniffing the faint flavor of turpentine which at that time pervaded the    saloon, and (as he confessed afterwards) made him somewhat less hearty    than usual in tackling his food. But there was nothing of the sort to    interfere with his enjoyment of her singing. "Mrs. Whalley is a regular    out-and-out nightingale, sir," he would pronounce with a judicial air    after listening profoundly over the skylight to the very end of the    piece. In fine weather, in the second dog-watch, the two men could hear    her trills and roulades going on to the accompaniment of the piano in    the cabin. On the very day they got engaged he had written to London    for the instrument; but they had been married for over a year before it    reached them, coming out round the Cape. The big case made part of the    first direct general cargo landed in Hong-kong harbor--an event that to    the men who walked the busy quays of to-day seemed as hazily remote as    the dark ages of history. But Captain Whalley could in a half hour of    solitude live again all his life, with its romance, its idyl, and its    sorrow. He had to close her eyes himself. She went away from under the    ensign like a sailor's wife, a sailor herself at heart. He had read    the service over her, out of her own prayer-book, without a break in his    voice. When he raised his eyes he could see old Swinburne facing him    with his cap pressed to his breast, and his rugged, weather-beaten,    impassive face streaming with drops of water like a lump of chipped red    granite in a shower. It was all very well for that old sea-dog to cry.    He had to read on to the end; but after the splash he did not remember    much of what happened for the next few days. An elderly sailor of the    crew, deft at needlework, put together a mourning frock for the child    out of one of her black skirts.</p>    <p>He was not likely to forget; but you cannot dam up life like a sluggish    stream. It will break out and flow over a man's troubles, it will close    upon a sorrow like the sea upon a dead body, no matter how much love has    gone to the bottom. And the world is not bad. People had been very    kind to him; especially Mrs. Gardner, the wife of the senior partner    in Gardner, Patteson, & Co., the owners of the Condor. It was she who    volunteered to look after the little one, and in due course took her to    England (something of a journey in those days, even by the overland    mail route) with her own girls to finish her education. It was ten years    before he saw her again.</p>    <p>As a little child she had never been frightened of bad weather; she    would beg to be taken up on deck in the bosom of his oilskin coat to    watch the big seas hurling themselves upon the Condor. The swirl and    crash of the waves seemed to fill her small soul with a breathless    delight. "A good boy spoiled," he used to say of her in joke. He had    named her Ivy because of the sound of the word, and obscurely fascinated    by a vague association of ideas. She had twined herself tightly round    his heart, and he intended her to cling close to her father as to a    tower of strength; forgetting, while she was little, that in the nature    of things she would probably elect to cling to someone else. But    he loved life well enough for even that event to give him a certain    satisfaction, apart from his more intimate feeling of loss.</p>    <p>After he had purchased the Fair Maid to occupy his loneliness, he    hastened to accept a rather unprofitable freight to Australia simply for    the opportunity of seeing his daughter in her own home. What made him    dissatisfied there was not to see that she clung now to somebody else,    but that the prop she had selected seemed on closer examination "a    rather poor stick"--even in the matter of health. He disliked his    son-in-law's studied civility perhaps more than his method of    handling the sum of money he had given Ivy at her marriage. But of his    apprehensions he said nothing. Only on the day of his departure, with    the hall-door open already, holding her hands and looking steadily into    her eyes, he had said, "You know, my dear, all I have is for you and the    chicks. Mind you write to me openly." She had answered him by an almost    imperceptible movement of her head. She resembled her mother in    the color of her eyes, and in character--and also in this, that she    understood him without many words.</p>    <p>Sure enough she had to write; and some of these letters made Captain    Whalley lift his white eye-brows. For the rest he considered he was    reaping the true reward of his life by being thus able to produce on    demand whatever was needed. He had not enjoyed himself so much in a    way since his wife had died. Characteristically enough his son-in-law's    punctuality in failure caused him at a distance to feel a sort of    kindness towards the man. The fellow was so perpetually being jammed on    a lee shore that to charge it all to his reckless navigation would be    manifestly unfair. No, no! He knew well what that meant. It was bad    luck. His own had been simply marvelous, but he had seen in his life too    many good men--seamen and others--go under with the sheer weight of bad    luck not to recognize the fatal signs. For all that, he was cogitating    on the best way of tying up very strictly every penny he had to leave,    when, with a preliminary rumble of rumors (whose first sound reached    him in Shanghai as it happened), the shock of the big failure came;    and, after passing through the phases of stupor, of incredulity, of    indignation, he had to accept the fact that he had nothing to speak of    to leave.</p>    <p>Upon that, as if he had only waited for this catastrophe, the unlucky    man, away there in Melbourne, gave up his unprofitable game, and sat    down--in an invalid's bath-chair at that too. "He will never walk    again," wrote the wife. For the first time in his life Captain Whalley    was a bit staggered.</p>    <p>The Fair Maid had to go to work in bitter earnest now. It was no longer    a matter of preserving alive the memory of Dare-devil Harry Whalley in    the Eastern Seas, or of keeping an old man in pocket-money and clothes,    with, perhaps, a bill for a few hundred first-class cigars thrown in at    the end of the year. He would have to buckle-to, and keep her going hard    on a scant allowance of gilt for the ginger-bread scrolls at her stem    and stern.</p>    <p>This necessity opened his eyes to the fundamental changes of the world.    Of his past only the familiar names remained, here and there, but    the things and the men, as he had known them, were gone. The name of    Gardner, Patteson, & Co. was still displayed on the walls of warehouses    by the waterside, on the brass plates and window-panes in the business    quarters of more than one Eastern port, but there was no longer a    Gardner or a Patteson in the firm. There was no longer for Captain    Whalley an arm-chair and a welcome in the private office, with a bit of    business ready to be put in the way of an old friend, for the sake of    bygone services. The husbands of the Gardner girls sat behind the desks    in that room where, long after he had left the employ, he had kept his    right of entrance in the old man's time. Their ships now had yellow    funnels with black tops, and a time-table of appointed routes like a    confounded service of tramways. The winds of December and June were all    one to them; their captains (excellent young men he doubted not) were,    to be sure, familiar with Whalley Island, because of late years the    Government had established a white fixed light on the north end (with    a red danger sector over the Condor Reef), but most of them would have    been extremely surprised to hear that a flesh-and-blood Whalley still    existed--an old man going about the world trying to pick up a cargo here    and there for his little bark.</p>    <p>And everywhere it was the same. Departed the men who would have nodded    appreciatively at the mention of his name, and would have thought    themselves bound in honor to do something for Dare-devil Harry Whalley.    Departed the opportunities which he would have known how to seize; and    gone with them the white-winged flock of clippers that lived in the    boisterous uncertain life of the winds, skimming big fortunes out of    the foam of the sea. In a world that pared down the profits to an    irreducible minimum, in a world that was able to count its disengaged    tonnage twice over every day, and in which lean charters were snapped up    by cable three months in advance, there were no chances of fortune for    an individual wandering haphazard with a little bark--hardly indeed any    room to exist.</p>    <p>He found it more difficult from year to year. He suffered greatly from    the smallness of remittances he was able to send his daughter. Meantime    he had given up good cigars, and even in the matter of inferior cheroots    limited himself to six a day. He never told her of his difficulties, and    she never enlarged upon her struggle to live. Their confidence in each    other needed no explanations, and their perfect understanding endured    without protestations of gratitude or regret. He would have been shocked    if she had taken it into her head to thank him in so many words, but    he found it perfectly natural that she should tell him she needed two    hundred pounds.</p>    <p>He had come in with the Fair Maid in ballast to look for a freight in    the Sofala's port of registry, and her letter met him there. Its tenor    was that it was no use mincing matters. Her only resource was in opening    a boarding-house, for which the prospects, she judged, were good. Good    enough, at any rate, to make her tell him frankly that with two hundred    pounds she could make a start. He had torn the envelope open, hastily,    on deck, where it was handed to him by the ship-chandler's runner, who    had brought his mail at the moment of anchoring. For the second time    in his life he was appalled, and remained stock-still at the cabin door    with the paper trembling between his fingers. Open a boarding-house! Two    hundred pounds for a start! The only resource! And he did not know where    to lay his hands on two hundred pence.</p>    <p>All that night Captain Whalley walked the poop of his anchored ship, as    though he had been about to close with the land in thick weather, and    uncertain of his position after a run of many gray days without a sight    of sun, moon, or stars. The black night twinkled with the guiding lights    of seamen and the steady straight lines of lights on shore; and all    around the Fair Maid the riding lights of ships cast trembling trails    upon the water of the roadstead. Captain Whalley saw not a gleam    anywhere till the dawn broke and he found out that his clothing was    soaked through with the heavy dew.</p>    <p>His ship was awake. He stopped short, stroked his wet beard, and    descended the poop ladder backwards, with tired feet. At the sight    of him the chief officer, lounging about sleepily on the quarterdeck,    remained open-mouthed in the middle of a great early-morning yawn.</p>    <p>"Good morning to you," pronounced Captain Whalley solemnly, passing into    the cabin. But he checked himself in the doorway, and without looking    back, "By the bye," he said, "there should be an empty wooden case put    away in the lazarette. It has not been broken up--has it?"</p>    <p>The mate shut his mouth, and then asked as if dazed, "What empty case,    sir?"</p>    <p>"A big flat packing-case belonging to that painting in my room. Let it    be taken up on deck and tell the carpenter to look it over. I may want    to use it before long."</p>    <p>The chief officer did not stir a limb till he had heard the door of the    captain's state-room slam within the cuddy. Then he beckoned aft the    second mate with his forefinger to tell him that there was something "in    the wind."</p>    <p>When the bell rang Captain Whalley's authoritative voice boomed out    through a closed door, "Sit down and don't wait for me." And his    impressed officers took their places, exchanging looks and whispers    across the table. What! No breakfast? And after apparently knocking    about all night on deck, too! Clearly, there was something in the wind.    In the skylight above their heads, bowed earnestly over the plates,    three wire cages rocked and rattled to the restless jumping of the    hungry canaries; and they could detect the sounds of their "old    man's" deliberate movements within his state-room. Captain Whalley was    methodically winding up the chronometers, dusting the portrait of    his late wife, getting a clean white shirt out of the drawers, making    himself ready in his punctilious unhurried manner to go ashore. He could    not have swallowed a single mouthful of food that morning. He had made    up his mind to sell the Fair Maid.</p>    <h3>Chapter III</h3>    <p>Just at that time the Japanese were casting far and wide for ships    of European build, and he had no difficulty in finding a purchaser, a    speculator who drove a hard bargain, but paid cash down for the Fair    Maid, with a view to a profitable resale. Thus it came about that    Captain Whalley found himself on a certain afternoon descending the    steps of one of the most important post-offices of the East with a slip    of bluish paper in his hand. This was the receipt of a registered letter    enclosing a draft for two hundred pounds, and addressed to Melbourne.    Captain Whalley pushed the paper into his waistcoat-pocket, took his    stick from under his arm, and walked down the street.</p>    <p>It was a recently opened and untidy thoroughfare with rudimentary    side-walks and a soft layer of dust cushioning the whole width of    the road. One end touched the slummy street of Chinese shops near the    harbor, the other drove straight on, without houses, for a couple of    miles, through patches of jungle-like vegetation, to the yard gates    of the new Consolidated Docks Company. The crude frontages of the new    Government buildings alternated with the blank fencing of vacant plots,    and the view of the sky seemed to give an added spaciousness to the    broad vista. It was empty and shunned by natives after business    hours, as though they had expected to see one of the tigers from the    neighborhood of the New Waterworks on the hill coming at a loping canter    down the middle to get a Chinese shopkeeper for supper. Captain Whalley    was not dwarfed by the solitude of the grandly planned street. He    had too fine a presence for that. He was only a lonely figure walking    purposefully, with a great white beard like a pilgrim, and with a thick    stick that resembled a weapon. On one side the new Courts of Justice had    a low and unadorned portico of squat columns half concealed by a few old    trees left in the approach. On the other the pavilion wings of the    new Colonial Treasury came out to the line of the street. But Captain    Whalley, who had now no ship and no home, remembered in passing that    on that very site when he first came out from England there had stood a    fishing village, a few mat huts erected on piles between a muddy tidal    creek and a miry pathway that went writhing into a tangled wilderness    without any docks or waterworks.</p>    <p>No ship--no home. And his poor Ivy away there had no home either. A    boarding-house is no sort of home though it may get you a living. His    feelings were horribly rasped by the idea of the boarding-house. In his    rank of life he had that truly aristocratic temperament characterized by    a scorn of vulgar gentility and by prejudiced views as to the derogatory    nature of certain occupations. For his own part he had always preferred    sailing merchant ships (which is a straightforward occupation) to buying    and selling merchandise, of which the essence is to get the better of    somebody in a bargain--an undignified trial of wits at best. His father    had been Colonel Whalley (retired) of the H. E. I. Company's service,    with very slender means besides his pension, but with distinguished    connections. He could remember as a boy how frequently waiters at the    inns, country tradesmen and small people of that sort, used to "My lord"    the old warrior on the strength of his appearance.</p>    <p>Captain Whalley himself (he would have entered the Navy if his father    had not died before he was fourteen) had something of a grand air which    would have suited an old and glorious admiral; but he became lost like    a straw in the eddy of a brook amongst the swarm of brown and yellow    humanity filling a thoroughfare, that by contrast with the vast and    empty avenue he had left seemed as narrow as a lane and absolutely    riotous with life. The walls of the houses were blue; the shops of the    Chinamen yawned like cavernous lairs; heaps of nondescript merchandise    overflowed the gloom of the long range of arcades, and the fiery    serenity of sunset took the middle of the street from end to end with a    glow like the reflection of a fire. It fell on the bright colors and the    dark faces of the bare-footed crowd, on the pallid yellow backs of the    half-naked jostling coolies, on the accouterments of a tall Sikh trooper    with a parted beard and fierce mustaches on sentry before the gate of    the police compound. Looming very big above the heads in a red haze of    dust, the tightly packed car of the cable tramway navigated cautiously    up the human stream, with the incessant blare of its horn, in the manner    of a steamer groping in a fog.</p>    <p>Captain Whalley emerged like a diver on the other side, and in the    desert shade between the walls of closed warehouses removed his hat to    cool his brow. A certain disrepute attached to the calling of a    landlady of a boarding-house. These women were said to be rapacious,    unscrupulous, untruthful; and though he contemned no class of his    fellow-creatures--God forbid!--these were suspicions to which it was    unseemly that a Whalley should lay herself open. He had not expostulated    with her, however. He was confident she shared his feelings; he was    sorry for her; he trusted her judgment; he considered it a merciful    dispensation that he could help her once more,--but in his aristocratic    heart of hearts he would have found it more easy to reconcile himself to    the idea of her turning seamstress. Vaguely he remembered reading years    ago a touching piece called the "Song of the Shirt." It was all very    well making songs about poor women. The granddaughter of Colonel    Whalley, the landlady of a boarding-house! Pooh! He replaced his hat,    dived into two pockets, and stopping a moment to apply a flaring match    to the end of a cheap cheroot, blew an embittered cloud of smoke at a    world that could hold such surprises.</p>    <p>Of one thing he was certain--that she was the own child of a clever    mother. Now he had got over the wrench of parting with his ship, he    perceived clearly that such a step had been unavoidable. Perhaps he had    been growing aware of it all along with an unconfessed knowledge. But    she, far away there, must have had an intuitive perception of it, with    the pluck to face that truth and the courage to speak out--all the    qualities which had made her mother a woman of such excellent counsel.</p>    <p>It would have had to come to that in the end! It was fortunate she had    forced his hand. In another year or two it would have been an utterly    barren sale. To keep the ship going he had been involving himself deeper    every year. He was defenseless before the insidious work of adversity,    to whose more open assaults he could present a firm front; like a    cliff that stands unmoved the open battering of the sea, with a lofty    ignorance of the treacherous backwash undermining its base. As it was,    every liability satisfied, her request answered, and owing no man a    penny, there remained to him from the proceeds a sum of five hundred    pounds put away safely. In addition he had upon his person some forty    odd dollars--enough to pay his hotel bill, providing he did not linger    too long in the modest bedroom where he had taken refuge.</p>    <p>Scantily furnished, and with a waxed floor, it opened into one of    the side-verandas. The straggling building of bricks, as airy as a    bird-cage, resounded with the incessant flapping of rattan screens    worried by the wind between the white-washed square pillars of the    sea-front. The rooms were lofty, a ripple of sunshine flowed over the    ceilings; and the periodical invasions of tourists from some passenger    steamer in the harbor flitted through the wind-swept dusk of the    apartments with the tumult of their unfamiliar voices and impermanent    presences, like relays of migratory shades condemned to speed headlong    round the earth without leaving a trace. The babble of their irruptions    ebbed out as suddenly as it had arisen; the draughty corridors and    the long chairs of the verandas knew their sight-seeing hurry or    their prostrate repose no more; and Captain Whalley, substantial and    dignified, left well-nigh alone in the vast hotel by each light-hearted    skurry, felt more and more like a stranded tourist with no aim in view,    like a forlorn traveler without a home. In the solitude of his room he    smoked thoughtfully, gazing at the two sea-chests which held all that he    could call his own in this world. A thick roll of charts in a sheath    of sailcloth leaned in a corner; the flat packing-case containing the    portrait in oils and the three carbon photographs had been pushed under    the bed. He was tired of discussing terms, of assisting at surveys, of    all the routine of the business. What to the other parties was merely    the sale of a ship was to him a momentous event involving a radically    new view of existence. He knew that after this ship there would be no    other; and the hopes of his youth, the exercise of his abilities, every    feeling and achievement of his manhood, had been indissolubly connected    with ships. He had served ships; he had owned ships; and even the years    of his actual retirement from the sea had been made bearable by the idea    that he had only to stretch out his hand full of money to get a ship. He    had been at liberty to feel as though he were the owner of all the    ships in the world. The selling of this one was weary work; but when    she passed from him at last, when he signed the last receipt, it was as    though all the ships had gone out of the world together, leaving him on    the shore of inaccessible oceans with seven hundred pounds in his hands.</p>    <p>Striding firmly, without haste, along the quay, Captain Whalley averted    his glances from the familiar roadstead. Two generations of seamen born    since his first day at sea stood between him and all these ships at the    anchorage. His own was sold, and he had been asking himself, What next?</p>    <p>From the feeling of loneliness, of inward emptiness,--and of loss    too, as if his very soul had been taken out of him forcibly,--there had    sprung at first a desire to start right off and join his daughter.    "Here are the last pence," he would say to her; "take them, my dear. And    here's your old father: you must take him too."</p>    <p>His soul recoiled, as if afraid of what lay hidden at the bottom of    this impulse. Give up! Never! When one is thoroughly weary all sorts of    nonsense come into one's head. A pretty gift it would have been for a    poor woman--this seven hundred pounds with the incumbrance of a hale old    fellow more than likely to last for years and years to come. Was he not    as fit to die in harness as any of the youngsters in charge of these    anchored ships out yonder? He was as solid now as ever he had been. But    as to who would give him work to do, that was another matter. Were he,    with his appearance and antecedents, to go about looking for a junior's    berth, people, he was afraid, would not take him seriously; or else if    he succeeded in impressing them, he would maybe obtain their pity, which    would be like stripping yourself naked to be kicked. He was not anxious    to give himself away for less than nothing. He had no use for anybody's    pity. On the other hand, a command--the only thing he could try for with    due regard for common decency--was not likely to be lying in wait    for him at the corner of the next street. Commands don't go a-begging    nowadays. Ever since he had come ashore to carry out the business of    the sale he had kept his ears open, but had heard no hint of one being    vacant in the port. And even if there had been one, his successful past    itself stood in his way. He had been his own employer too long. The only    credential he could produce was the testimony of his whole life. What    better recommendation could anyone require? But vaguely he felt that    the unique document would be looked upon as an archaic curiosity of the    Eastern waters, a screed traced in obsolete words--in a half-forgotten    language.</p>    <h3>Chapter IV</h3>    <p>Revolving these thoughts, he strolled on near the railings of the quay,    broad-chested, without a stoop, as though his big shoulders had never    felt the burden of the loads that must be carried between the cradle    and the grave. No single betraying fold or line of care disfigured the    reposeful modeling of his face. It was full and untanned; and the upper    part emerged, massively quiet, out of the downward flow of silvery hair,    with the striking delicacy of its clear complexion and the powerful    width of the forehead. The first cast of his glance fell on you candid    and swift, like a boy's; but because of the ragged snowy thatch of the    eyebrows the affability of his attention acquired the character of a    dark and searching scrutiny. With age he had put on flesh a little, had    increased his girth like an old tree presenting no symptoms of decay;    and even the opulent, lustrous ripple of white hairs upon his chest    seemed an attribute of unquenchable vitality and vigor.</p>    <p>Once rather proud of his great bodily strength, and even of his personal    appearance, conscious of his worth, and firm in his rectitude, there had    remained to him, like the heritage of departed prosperity, the tranquil    bearing of a man who had proved himself fit in every sort of way for the    life of his choice. He strode on squarely under the projecting brim of    an ancient Panama hat. It had a low crown, a crease through its whole    diameter, a narrow black ribbon. Imperishable and a little discolored,    this headgear made it easy to pick him out from afar on thronged wharves    and in the busy streets. He had never adopted the comparatively modern    fashion of pipeclayed cork helmets. He disliked the form; and he hoped    he could manage to keep a cool head to the end of his life without all    these contrivances for hygienic ventilation. His hair was cropped close,    his linen always of immaculate whiteness; a suit of thin gray flannel,    worn threadbare but scrupulously brushed, floated about his burly limbs,    adding to his bulk by the looseness of its cut. The years had mellowed    the good-humored, imperturbable audacity of his prime into a temper    carelessly serene; and the leisurely tapping of his iron-shod stick    accompanied his footfalls with a self-confident sound on the flagstones.    It was impossible to connect such a fine presence and this unruffled    aspect with the belittling troubles of poverty; the man's whole    existence appeared to pass before you, facile and large, in the freedom    of means as ample as the clothing of his body.</p>    <p>The irrational dread of having to break into his five hundred pounds for    personal expenses in the hotel disturbed the steady poise of his mind.    There was no time to lose. The bill was running up. He nourished the    hope that this five hundred would perhaps be the means, if everything    else failed, of obtaining some work which, keeping his body and soul    together (not a matter of great outlay), would enable him to be of use    to his daughter. To his mind it was her own money which he employed, as    it were, in backing her father and solely for her benefit. Once at work,    he would help her with the greater part of his earnings; he was good for    many years yet, and this boarding-house business, he argued to himself,    whatever the prospects, could not be much of a gold-mine from the first    start. But what work? He was ready to lay hold of anything in an honest    way so that it came quickly to his hand; because the five hundred pounds    must be preserved intact for eventual use. That was the great point.    With the entire five hundred one felt a substance at one's back; but    it seemed to him that should he let it dwindle to four-fifty or even    four-eighty, all the efficiency would be gone out of the money, as though    there were some magic power in the round figure. But what sort of work?</p>    <p>Confronted by that haunting question as by an uneasy ghost, for whom he    had no exorcising formula, Captain Whalley stopped short on the apex    of a small bridge spanning steeply the bed of a canalized creek with    granite shores. Moored between the square blocks a seagoing Malay prau    floated half hidden under the arch of masonry, with her spars lowered    down, without a sound of life on board, and covered from stem to stern    with a ridge of palm-leaf mats. He had left behind him the overheated    pavements bordered by the stone frontages that, like the sheer face of    cliffs, followed the sweep of the quays; and an unconfined spaciousness    of orderly and sylvan aspect opened before him its wide plots of rolled    grass, like pieces of green carpet smoothly pegged out, its long ranges    of trees lined up in colossal porticos of dark shafts roofed with a    vault of branches.</p>    <p>Some of these avenues ended at the sea. It was a terraced shore; and    beyond, upon the level expanse, profound and glistening like the gaze    of a dark-blue eye, an oblique band of stippled purple lengthened itself    indefinitely through the gap between a couple of verdant twin islets.    The masts and spars of a few ships far away, hull down in the outer    roads, sprang straight from the water in a fine maze of rosy lines    penciled on the clear shadow of the eastern board. Captain Whalley gave    them a long glance. The ship, once his own, was anchored out there. It    was staggering to think that it was open to him no longer to take a boat    at the jetty and get himself pulled off to her when the evening came. To    no ship. Perhaps never more. Before the sale was concluded, and till the    purchase-money had been paid, he had spent daily some time on board the    Fair Maid. The money had been paid this very morning, and now, all at    once, there was positively no ship that he could go on board of when he    liked; no ship that would need his presence in order to do her work--to    live. It seemed an incredible state of affairs, something too bizarre    to last. And the sea was full of craft of all sorts. There was that prau    lying so still swathed in her shroud of sewn palm-leaves--she too had    her indispensable man. They lived through each other, this Malay he had    never seen, and this high-sterned thing of no size that seemed to be    resting after a long journey. And of all the ships in sight, near and    far, each was provided with a man, the man without whom the finest ship    is a dead thing, a floating and purposeless log.</p>    <p>After his one glance at the roadstead he went on, since there was    nothing to turn back for, and the time must be got through somehow. The    avenues of big trees ran straight over the Esplanade, cutting each other    at diverse angles, columnar below and luxuriant above. The interlaced    boughs high up there seemed to slumber; not a leaf stirred overhead:    and the reedy cast-iron lampposts in the middle of the road, gilt like    scepters, diminished in a long perspective, with their globes of white    porcelain atop, resembling a barbarous decoration of ostriches' eggs    displayed in a row. The flaming sky kindled a tiny crimson spark upon    the glistening surface of each glassy shell.</p>    <p>With his chin sunk a little, his hands behind his back, and the end of    his stick marking the gravel with a faint wavering line at his heels,    Captain Whalley reflected that if a ship without a man was like a body    without a soul, a sailor without a ship was of not much more account    in this world than an aimless log adrift upon the sea. The log might be    sound enough by itself, tough of fiber, and hard to destroy--but what of    that! And a sudden sense of irremediable idleness weighted his feet like    a great fatigue.</p>    <p>A succession of open carriages came bowling along the newly opened    sea-road. You could see across the wide grass-plots the discs of    vibration made by the spokes. The bright domes of the parasols swayed    lightly outwards like full-blown blossoms on the rim of a vase; and    the quiet sheet of dark-blue water, crossed by a bar of purple, made a    background for the spinning wheels and the high action of the horses,    whilst the turbaned heads of the Indian servants elevated above the line    of the sea horizon glided rapidly on the paler blue of the sky. In an    open space near the little bridge each turn-out trotted smartly in a    wide curve away from the sunset; then pulling up sharp, entered the main    alley in a long slow-moving file with the great red stillness of the sky    at the back. The trunks of mighty trees stood all touched with red on    the same side, the air seemed aflame under the high foliage, the    very ground under the hoofs of the horses was red. The wheels turned    solemnly; one after another the sunshades drooped, folding their colors    like gorgeous flowers shutting their petals at the end of the day. In    the whole half-mile of human beings no voice uttered a distinct word,    only a faint thudding noise went on mingled with slight jingling sounds,    and the motionless heads and shoulders of men and women sitting in    couples emerged stolidly above the lowered hoods--as if wooden. But one    carriage and pair coming late did not join the line.</p>    <p>It fled along in a noiseless roll; but on entering the avenue one of the    dark bays snorted, arching his neck and shying against the steel-tipped    pole; a flake of foam fell from the bit upon the point of a satiny    shoulder, and the dusky face of the coachman leaned forward at once over    the hands taking a fresh grip of the reins. It was a long dark-green    landau, having a dignified and buoyant motion between the sharply    curved C-springs, and a sort of strictly official majesty in its supreme    elegance. It seemed more roomy than is usual, its horses seemed slightly    bigger, the appointments a shade more perfect, the servants perched    somewhat higher on the box. The dresses of three women--two young    and pretty, and one, handsome, large, of mature age--seemed to fill    completely the shallow body of the carriage. The fourth face was that    of a man, heavy lidded, distinguished and sallow, with a somber, thick,    iron-gray imperial and mustaches, which somehow had the air of solid    appendages. His Excellency--</p>    <p>The rapid motion of that one equipage made all the others appear utterly    inferior, blighted, and reduced to crawl painfully at a snail's pace.    The landau distanced the whole file in a sort of sustained rush; the    features of the occupant whirling out of sight left behind an impression    of fixed stares and impassive vacancy; and after it had vanished in full    flight as it were, notwithstanding the long line of vehicles hugging the    curb at a walk, the whole lofty vista of the avenue seemed to lie open    and emptied of life in the enlarged impression of an august solitude.</p>    <p>Captain Whalley had lifted his head to look, and his mind, disturbed in    its meditation, turned with wonder (as men's minds will do) to matters    of no importance. It struck him that it was to this port, where he had    just sold his last ship, that he had come with the very first he had    ever owned, and with his head full of a plan for opening a new trade    with a distant part of the Archipelago. The then governor had given    him no end of encouragement. No Excellency he--this Mr. Denham--this    governor with his jacket off; a man who tended night and day, so to    speak, the growing prosperity of the settlement with the self-forgetful    devotion of a nurse for a child she loves; a lone bachelor who lived as    in a camp with the few servants and his three dogs in what was called    then the Government Bungalow: a low-roofed structure on the half-cleared    slope of a hill, with a new flagstaff in front and a police orderly on    the veranda. He remembered toiling up that hill under a heavy sun for    his audience; the unfurnished aspect of the cool shaded room; the long    table covered at one end with piles of papers, and with two guns, a    brass telescope, a small bottle of oil with a feather stuck in the neck    at the other--and the flattering attention given to him by the man in    power. It was an undertaking full of risk he had come to expound, but a    twenty minutes' talk in the Government Bungalow on the hill had made it    go smoothly from the start. And as he was retiring Mr. Denham, already    seated before the papers, called out after him, "Next month the Dido    starts for a cruise that way, and I shall request her captain officially    to give you a look in and see how you get on." The Dido was one of the    smart frigates on the China station--and five-and-thirty years make a    big slice of time. Five-and-thirty years ago an enterprise like his had    for the colony enough importance to be looked after by a Queen's ship.    A big slice of time. Individuals were of some account then. Men like    himself; men, too, like poor Evans, for instance, with his red face,    his coal-black whiskers, and his restless eyes, who had set up the first    patent slip for repairing small ships, on the edge of the forest, in    a lonely bay three miles up the coast. Mr. Denham had encouraged that    enterprise too, and yet somehow poor Evans had ended by dying at    home deucedly hard up. His son, they said, was squeezing oil out of    cocoa-nuts for a living on some God-forsaken islet of the Indian Ocean;    but it was from that patent slip in a lonely wooded bay that had sprung    the workshops of the Consolidated Docks Company, with its three    graving basins carved out of solid rock, its wharves, its jetties,    its electric-light plant, its steam-power houses--with its gigantic    sheer-legs, fit to lift the heaviest weight ever carried afloat, and    whose head could be seen like the top of a queer white monument peeping    over bushy points of land and sandy promontories, as you approached the    New Harbor from the west.</p>    <p>There had been a time when men counted: there were not so many carriages    in the colony then, though Mr. Denham, he fancied, had a buggy. And    Captain Whalley seemed to be swept out of the great avenue by the swirl    of a mental backwash. He remembered muddy shores, a harbor without    quays, the one solitary wooden pier (but that was a public work) jutting    out crookedly, the first coal-sheds erected on Monkey Point, that caught    fire mysteriously and smoldered for days, so that amazed ships came    into a roadstead full of sulphurous smoke, and the sun hung blood-red    at midday. He remembered the things, the faces, and something more    besides--like the faint flavor of a cup quaffed to the bottom, like a    subtle sparkle of the air that was not to be found in the atmosphere of    to-day.</p>    <p>In this evocation, swift and full of detail like a flash of magnesium    light into the niches of a dark memorial hall, Captain Whalley    contemplated things once important, the efforts of small men, the growth    of a great place, but now robbed of all consequence by the greatness    of accomplished facts, by hopes greater still; and they gave him for a    moment such an almost physical grip upon time, such a comprehension of    our unchangeable feelings, that he stopped short, struck the ground with    his stick, and ejaculated mentally, "What the devil am I doing here!" He    seemed lost in a sort of surprise; but he heard his name called out in    wheezy tones once, twice--and turned on his heels slowly.</p>    <p>He beheld then, waddling towards him autocratically, a man of an    old-fashioned and gouty aspect, with hair as white as his own, but with    shaved, florid cheeks, wearing a necktie--almost a neckcloth--whose    stiff ends projected far beyond his chin; with round legs, round arms,    a round body, a round face--generally producing the effect of his short    figure having been distended by means of an air-pump as much as the    seams of his clothing would stand. This was the Master-Attendant of the    port. A master-attendant is a superior sort of harbor-master; a person,    out in the East, of some consequence in his sphere; a Government    official, a magistrate for the waters of the port, and possessed of vast    but ill-defined disciplinary authority over seamen of all classes.    This particular Master-Attendant was reported to consider it miserably    inadequate, on the ground that it did not include the power of life    and death. This was a jocular exaggeration. Captain Eliott was fairly    satisfied with his position, and nursed no inconsiderable sense of such    power as he had. His conceited and tyrannical disposition did not allow    him to let it dwindle in his hands for want of use. The uproarious,    choleric frankness of his comments on people's character and conduct    caused him to be feared at bottom; though in conversation many pretended    not to mind him in the least, others would only smile sourly at the    mention of his name, and there were even some who dared to pronounce him    "a meddlesome old ruffian." But for almost all of them one of Captain    Eliott's outbreaks was nearly as distasteful to face as a chance of    annihilation.</p>      <style>        body {          padding: 15px;        }        .pointer {          padding: 15px;          background-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.4);          color: white;          border-radius: 10px;          pointer-events: none;          opacity: 0;          transition: opacity 300ms;          -webkit-transition: opacity 300ms;        }        .pointer.show {          opacity: 1;        }      </style>      <div class="pointer"></div>      <script src="//github.hubspot.com/tether/dist/js/tether.js"></script>      <script>        new Tether({          element: '.pointer',          attachment: 'middle right',          targetAttachment: 'middle left',          targetModifier: 'scroll-handle',          target: document.body        });        var headers = document.querySelectorAll('h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6');        var hideTimeout = null;        var pointer = document.querySelector('.pointer')        var getSection = function(){          var closest, closestTop;          for (var i=0; i < headers.length; i++){            var rect = headers[i].getBoundingClientRect();            if (closestTop === undefined || (rect.top < 0 && rect.top > closestTop)){              closestTop = rect.top;              closest = headers[i];            }          }          return closest.innerHTML;        }        document.addEventListener('scroll', function(){          var percentage = Math.floor((100 * Math.max(0, pageYOffset)) / (document.body.scrollHeight - innerHeight)) + '%'          pointer.innerHTML = getSection() + ' - ' + percentage          pointer.classList.add('show');          if (hideTimeout)            clearTimeout(hideTimeout);            hideTimeout = setTimeout(function(){            pointer.classList.remove('show');          }, 1000);        });    </script>  </body></html>
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